sometimes let my leftover meal got rotten, while some people are dying of hunger.
How could I..
comfortably wasting money, while poverty is still my hometown’s biggest problem.
How could I..
incessantly mumbling on some rubbish stuff, while the Afghans are even suffering more due to the incessantly war and bombing.
How could I..
busy entertaining myself with stuff, while some closest mates are sucked in many ways, sucked love life, so called broken home victims, and so on.
How could this be, in some part of this world, people live so damn luxurious, while in other part people can’t even get proper water for living.
How could it be, in some part of this world, people have such peaceful way of living, while others busy saving their life when war emerges.
How could it be, some people cry, while some, bursting out laughing at the same time.
So is life..
I thought.. This might be one of the reasons, why God gives us limitations here and there.
We can only hear at the frequency of approximately 20 to 20,000 hertz.
Our naked eyes have their limitation in seeing things.
This might also be occurred to our anxiety. God closes some parts of our heart, to be numb. So that we won’t get over worried. If not, no one is going to be happy. After all!!
*P.S : I won’t ever let myself left over my meals. These days I’m getting frustrated and feel guilty if I do*
“Dunia adalah penjara bagi kaum beriman, kuburan sebagai bentengnya dan Syurga merupakan tempat tinggalnya. Dunia merupakan Syurga orang kafir, kuburan penjaranya dan neraka tempat tinggalnya.”
It’s been long time since I left college. I forgot how to well-preparing myself to do a test. Now I have to deal with a HUGE upcoming test. Why is it HUGE? First, It cost so much money. Second, I don’t want to waste anymore time and money to make another test. Third, It’s getting closer to the deadline!! I need this, I need this!! Fourth, It’s an English Test. Since kid, I am not really into this literature stuff. I don’t think I am good at this though. That’s why I’m so DAMN NERVOUS.
huaaaaaaaa…
I only have one rule. I gotta do well and succeed.
Everyone please wish me the best.
I’m getting nervous day by day.
P.S : My upcoming Test will be took place on November 7th 2009. Bet I am counting down by now.
Due to enjoying my leisure time here, I watch these recently. I highly recommend them to you, when you have time. Please have a watch. They’re worth watching.. Well, the least It would be very entertaining.
#Odoroki no Arashi
This one is a scientific-based variety show. It’s a Japan’s production. Arashi is actually one of J-Pop group band. They are the MCs of the show. But frankly speaking, It’s not really that ’scientific’. So do not worry of getting bored.
In each episode, they do some experiments in order to prove things asked by some experts/professionals/professors whether they’re workable or not.
It’s interesting how they fashion the concept of the show. Instead of presenting all the experimental stuff only with some audibles and nice videos (as serious as Discovery channel for instance), they make it as how a talk show is, there will be some professors, celebrities, and of course, the Arashi-who do all the experiments- on the show.
some of their experiments :
- What happens if you drink beer, water and break eggs at zero gravity, and what can be happen to butterfly at gravity loss? Do they still can fly as they do normally?
- Can you ride a block of ice from Hokkaido to Tokyo Bay?
- Can you make flowers bloom upside down?
The answers are somehow surprising me.
Thanks to Putri Ramadhany, for recommending this to me.
I can’t get enough of this, really… So many stupidities and crazy things here, It makes me miss my GENGGONG.hahaha… But yet, I love it because they can somehow ’show off’ their scenic nature, delicious foods and cultures. Bet I know much about Korea now.
The concept is quiet simple. A family made up of permanent celebrity guests along with an additional star guest go to the countryside and look after the house of some elderly residents whilst they go on a free vacation for two days and one night. The family must complete the chores and activities laid out by the residents as well as playing fun games in between activities.
You can watch it with eng-subtitle in Youtube *with some tricky keywords*. Feel free to ask me..
Thanks to Miranti Rakhmatunnisa Amri for recommending me this.
#1 Night 2 Days
Night 2 Days is a Korean variety show that showcases the different provinces and cities in South Korea (or even outside Korea).
The cast members have taken various trips throughout Korea, including many nearby islands. Since I am not a fan yet (I guess I will be one soon), I’ve just watched 6 episodes so far. It’s brutally entertaining.
One that I’ve watched and is yet very memorable, is the one they travelled to Baekdu Mountain, which is located on the border of North Korea and China. I was moved how they appreciate history and their country.
Something rarely found in Indonesian variety show. I wish we’ll also have one someday.
If you want to watch this, I guess you have to download it somewhere. I’ll let u know, feel free to ask me.
It’s funny how different I am as kid being and middle aged being.
for instance..
What I am now into, is way far from what I was expecting myself in when I was a kid.
I dreamed of being a doctor, but even ever since junior high school, I forgot the dream already.
As I think about it recently, I am now in the state of pursuing what I wrote on my diary just years ago, and I am in the path where I told a friend of mine I want to be.
Planning is a good thing, I somehow don’t realise that what I am now into, is similar as what I was hoping I’ll be.It’s not just life itself who takes me this far, moreover It’s also my attitude and HIS will who lead me this way.
As a kid, dream is something we see and we want to be. But just like Kiddos do, They just want to do something fun. It’s brimming away as we get older.
As middle aged being, dream is thing that we want, we see, and we think we should be.
am Glad, I finally had this thought, because I sometimes feel I am still kid and not at the right age. For instance, when I was 20, I feel like I’m still 15.
looks fun and I guess It would be a great help to escort me until I fall asleep
#When are You-Mia your most authentic self???
I am my most authentic self when I contemplate while I’m alone, and of course, when I am praying. Even when I am with friends or family, I don’t even know is it the real me or is it only whom I am trying to be?
for example *mostly happened with not-a-so-close friend*
F : I got a good job here, or there.
Me : Woow, I am happy for you.
(no.. sometimes I’am faking. This is the truth)
F : I got a good job here, or there.
Me : I am not really that happy, I wish I am the one who got it.
I ever once thought, what if this world I’m living in, is just full of faking things, those knowledges, those people, and so on. scarryyyy…
#What are you grateful for today?
I could talk to friends, there’s no war nearby. I hate war. Breathe still, well.. having chance to live still a day is my most grateful thing of all.
